Happy Thoughts

Results. Results. Results.  When will they be in?  Will I have to wait all weekend assuming the worst yet hoping for the best?  In my opinion this could go one of four ways:

1. (Most important and what I'm hoping for) I'm pregnant and the lump is benign
2. (Pit-in-my-stomach worst fear) I'm pregnant and the lump is cancerous
3. I'm not pregnant and the lump is benign
4. I'm not pregnant and the lump is cancerous

So there's that.  If I'm not pregnant this month that's fine.  Bummer, but there's next month so no big deal. 

I wasn’t planning on it but I'm in the office working today.  Thought it would be a good distraction.  Happy thoughts happy thoughts.  I've asked Lynnea to email me any results if they come in today so I don't have to take a dreaded phone call with my coworkers listening in.   I'll hopefully be able to read it in the privacy of our house and react as needed (being positive: I'll probably scream with relief when I hear it's nothing).  

Happy thoughts.